tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2668796948874901630.post3157752412051177591..comments2024-03-25T06:18:09.620-06:00Comments on Dear Ethel,: Seeing Autum LeavesBeahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15972291927652716856noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2668796948874901630.post-88571669699202927402008-01-30T16:57:00.000-07:002008-01-30T16:57:00.000-07:00I am with you 100%. I normally don't wear makeup, ...I am with you 100%. I normally don't wear makeup, my skin is my best asset and have never felt comfortable wearing makeup, but why when I feel fat do I not wear earrings? I wear the baggiest/simplist clothes I own and can't force myself to coordinate with scarves, jewelry etc. I agree with ar, I don't look in the mirror except a quick look to verify I am not hideous. <BR/>I couldn't even consider going clothes shopping in this frame of mind. I know the outcome. all I would see in the mirror is the bulges,and I would put everything back. I would call myself names and find the nearest cookie shop and buy a dozen day old cookies and eat them all the way home.<BR/>You find the answer please let me know.<BR/>CarolAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2668796948874901630.post-79063118874309074852008-01-30T15:03:00.000-07:002008-01-30T15:03:00.000-07:00Hallo Bea! It is 1:57 a.m. in the Middle East, so...Hallo Bea! It is 1:57 a.m. in the Middle East, so it is already your Birthday over here, so happy Birthday. My Birthday was on 22 January 54 years old. With emphasis on old as there is definitely something about weight adding years to how I feel. <BR/><BR/>Thanks for your lovely posting again to which of course I can relate 100% again. It has been in my mind all the time too. To bath is a major RESOLVE. And I HAVE to bath, as somehow with the junk I am putting away, I feel smelly, BUT sometimes over the weekends when I am not sleeping and doing allnighters I may skip, and am probably lucky I have to go to work, have to have the early morning bath and ablutions.<BR/><BR/>I am looking in the mirror to put on makeup in dimmed lighting and with "not really looking". Just essentials, base, little rouge, little shadow to make my eyebrows look a little darker, and of course lipliner and lipstick. I really hate doing that as that is about the closest I get to confronting "my face". It sometimes help to make faces at me.<BR/><BR/>I am the fattest I have ever been in my life. My biggest clothes are now growing tight on me. But there is one good thing, Babysteps is rubbing off on me and I know I will get up soon one of these days and do Vicky's major weigh-in and try and put all the destructive energy into constructive output "in babysteps". <BR/><BR/>Wishing you a wonderful day, all the good things there are for the year ahead, calling a truce with all our demons, new beginnings, starting fresh.<BR/><BR/>Warm wishes going to the Universe with Bea's name on them!<BR/><BR/>arAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2668796948874901630.post-91110811312288680772008-01-30T14:26:00.000-07:002008-01-30T14:26:00.000-07:00Happy, Happy Birthday! I wish you a healthy year ...Happy, Happy Birthday! I wish you a healthy year and as you enter this new decade of your life, I also wish you great wisdom!<BR/><BR/>Blessings,<BR/><BR/>NoryNory Rothhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04918192478597981088noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2668796948874901630.post-80021997675952736192008-01-29T18:25:00.000-07:002008-01-29T18:25:00.000-07:00A very happy birthday to you - enjoy yourself tota...A very happy birthday to you - enjoy yourself totally.Vickiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05452333714845476967noreply@blogger.com